45. Blueprint (45)

I look into the light...
The darkness is there.
It waits for an illumination.
To be seen and exists consciously.
A beginning, an existence?
I look at the heavens
And, I look at the earth.
I wonder what blueprint
I signed for full-term.
What did I agree to
For my way of life?
My lifestyle and possessions
Work and success.
What did I give?
Moreover, what did I take?
The compromise of my contract
To live a life...
Is it an apprenticeship
For an advancement of my soul?
Or, will my ‘life’ stop!
When I breathe my last breath?
What rank will I hold?
What penalties will I collect?
What comforts did I ask for?
That has given me negative strength...
Or, is all this just chance?
A mathematical sum?
In time, measured by light
I exist and learn...
Fragmented like memories
Passed on to others...
A spark off a flint!
An idea, of chance?
Just there?
Planned ?
Within my blueprint?